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All I've known has been taken away from me. Everytime I turn around a new place with new faces I must meet. I would think I've gotten used to this, but I've failed to adapt. I don't want to let go eventhough it's what's best for me. Just once I wish I could take root and not have to move on. Just once I wish I could take and keep my world in my arms. I feel so alone now, no one to tell me it's ok.
Each night when I close my eyes, don't want to open them again. At least not in this scenario that makes me feel that I can't win. I wish I could see some blue skies buy my days seem dark as night. I wish that I was string enoguht to force myself to keep a smile, but nothing here lately seems to be worthwhile.
I put on this facade, so no one sees my pain. I need a shoulder to cry on but all my friends are so far away. I wish I could see things differently in this world that brings me to my knees. I've got no one here beside me to tell me why my eyes should shine.
I just want something to call mine and to hold. I'm sick and tired of learning to love and then learning to let go. I'm sick and tired of caring about someone and then moving down the road. I'm sick and tired of searching for a place to call home. All I want is to have what I want just one time in life.
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I'm tired of learning to let go. I want something to call my own.