Sitting here staring at the wall trying to
figure out the point of it all. Why do I try to be happy when my
source is taken away. Why do I fight to smile, when all I want to do
is end it all today?
How do I cure myself? Teach me to swallow my emptiness.
How do I drown away all this pain that I feel? What is wrong with me,
why can't I get it together? Seems all my old devices just make the
hollow in my soul grow a little more. So I think today is the day, that
I find a new way to drown
I was brought up to love on call, unconditionally. Well it's not
the ones I love that hurt me most but watching them wave as I leave. I'm never
in one place to long and as soon as I love something it's gone.
How do I cure myself? Teach me to swallow my emptiness.
How do I drown away all this pain that I feel? What is wrong with me,
why can't I get it together? Seems all my old devices just make the
hollow in my sould grow a little more. So I think today is the day,
I find a new way to drown
I tie the bricks around my ankles jump off and take the plunge.
I feel the water surround me as it enters my lungs. Is this the path I wanna
take, can't change my mind now it's too late. I just found out I don't wanna
die, someone save me.
Come and cure me, take care of my emptiness. Show me how to ease the
pain I feel. Help me fight what's wrong with me. Help me get it together so I
can see if I can find a way to make that hollow in my soul grow no more.
Show that there is a way for my soul to liberate from this pain or else I'm going to
have to find a new way to drown.
