I watched the plane leave, I'm crying, never thought I could hurt this much. Inside of me, I'm dying, yearning for you, to come back into these arms. As I turn to walk away, to put end to the gloom that sparked from the greatest joy I've ever known. I turn and think I see you, but it's too good to be true and the mirage slowly fades out of view.
I never thought I'd miss you this much, I never thought I'd know these feelings that have settled in my stomach. I never thought I'd turn every shade of blue just from missing you.
I walk out to the car, each step slower than the one I took before. I can't look up to the sky because I don't want to see that plane carrying you away.
I never thoughy I'd miss you this much, I never thought I'd know these feelings that have settled in my stomach. I never thought I'd turn every shade of blue just from missing you.
Open the car door put your picture on the dash. Stare at it for what seems an eternity. I can't help but wish you were here, each thought of you entering my mind brings another tear.
I never thought I'd miss you this much, I never thought I'd know these feelings that have settled in my stomach. I never thought I'd turn every shade of blue just from missing you.
I sit in the drivers seat turn the key begin to drive off and wishin' I'd see you there waving at me. But then I realize it's just fantasy. I can't let you go, it hurts so much; knowing never again will I feel your touch. I hang my head begin to cry, put the car in park no way that I can drive.
I never thought I'd miss you this much, I never thought I'd know these feelings that have settled in my stomach. I never thought I'd turn every shade of blue just from missing you.
I look up with my water filled eyes, try to quench the burning deep inside. Through the rain I think I see you, I wave it off as too good to be true. Then with a tap on my glass I snap out of my trance. Look out the door, my eyes meet yours. But then I blink and jump to the honk of horn and realize it was just another dream.
I never thought I'd miss you this much, I never thought I'd know these feelings that have settled in my stomach. I never thought I'd turn every shade of blue just from missing you.
While driving home the pain sinks in. I'd give anything just to hold your hand again. But you're gone, to a place so far away. Out of my life, I wish this day had never come.
I never thought I'd miss you this much, I never thought I'd know these feelings that have settled in my stomach. I never thought I'd turn every shade of blue just from missing you.
I sit outside staring at the sky, and as I think of you a piece of me dies. The phone rings and I dream it's you on the other end. But it's just someone trying to sell some goods, and now I'm sure you're gone for good.
I never thought I'd miss you this much, I never thought I'd know these feelings that have settled in my stomach. I never thought I'd turn every shade of blue just from missing you.
A knock on the door and I hope once more, then I open it up and my jaw drops to the floor. You leap into my arms tell me how you couldn't leave. You tell me you had to stay here with me. You say you don't care about what they say, our love is strong so here you'll stay. Then I feel the splash of water on my face, look in the mirror and see things the way they are; I am here and you're so far away.
And I turn every shade of blue, as I realize I've got take life on without you. I turn every shade of blue as I have to swallow down this medicine that I've been given. I turn every shade of blue because I know that I can't have you. I turn every shade of blue every hour of every day...